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I never knew that going to a hospital was preparing me for what was to come! I never dreamed that my life was going to change for ever in a few short months. I was just learning how to deal with my depression and suicidel thoughts. I didn't know that God had sent me into a depression so that I could get help and become a stronger person that what I was. If I was the same person I wouldn't have been able to handle it as well as I am. I never dreamed that in Oct. that my grandparents would be murdered for no reason at all and that they didn't even take anything. I still miss them to this day and am glad that God got me help before everything broke lose in Oct.