Food Addiction

I am a 43 year old woman who started gaining weight at the age of six. I am truly addicited to food. I love it. I eat to eat. I've tried seveal diets, but have never been able to follow through. I would try any diet pill, if someone told me I was sure to loose weight. No matter what the safety would be but would choose not to stop eating. I love food and have no idea how to make this stop. Its all I think about. I don't like to drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs (except for diet pills) Eating is my addicition and will some day kill me.