I don't know what to put here.

My name is Taylor, and in 7th grade I developed disordered eating habits. It all happened after my cousin and his friend were making fun of me on picture day and called me fat, and now this is how I live. Every day my thoughts are entirely consumed with how others think of me, and how I am never going to be good enough. I don't have habits to the extreme of an eating disorder, but my mental mindset is not a good one. Most things I do I guess you could categorize under bulimia, but I do restrict meals often. I suffer from depression, and I have self injured several times. I know I need help, and after CIY this is how I'm taking my first step, by sharing my story.

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