life.

My name is Taylor, and since the 7th grade I have struggled with disordered eating. I have never recognized my habits to the extreme of a full-blown eating disorder, but I do have a problem.

I have struggled with symptoms of bulimia, such as throwing up or chew-and-spit, and also that of anorexia, simply restricting meals.

I think a lot of it is due to people calling me fat, but also to the lack of relationship with my mother, which has also led myself down the road to self injury. I have cut myself, and hit my arms until they bruised.

Many people say how much they don't want to live this way, and while I hate hating myself, I'm also very afraid to let these things go. For so long I have held onto these things and used them as a security blanket when things got hard. This is how I know how to deal with things, and I'm afraid of letting it go, it's terrible.

Well that is my story, enjoy.

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