Your not supposed to be this way...

It all started with the little jokes people would say. I never used to think I was fat until my aunt one day told me I was gettinc chubby. I have always been in sports ate good meals. But apparently it wasn't cutting it. So my frehsman year I began to skip meals. Sophmore year I began to purge and somedays not eat at all. Days would go by when I would wish for ice cream...wish for FOOD. Me and my friend would go to the fitness Center. I would run on a tredmeal the entire time. I noticed I was gettin smaller and smaller. I began to eat regular. Then all of a sudden I began to have not sontrol over my life so I ran to my eating habits. Everyone would always tell me...your a Native Amercian...your beautiful...not mattter what...Native girls don't have eating disorders. I felt alienated from everyone else because of that statement. I still struggle some days...but I am way much better than before.

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