All For Love

Well I guess you could say my story began in 7th grade. It was the beginning of my family break up. I grew up in church my whole life. My dad was sorta a respected person in the church, he was over the kids church. I never thought my parents would ever get a divorce. But surely enough they did. I ended up moving in with my dad after awhile. He got a new girlfriend quick, which I think that's the reason why he wanted a divorce. I lived with him for a couple months and got into a big argument with my step-mom and she eventually wanted me out of her house. So I had to move back in with my mom. My mother and I never really got along to well. She was to restrictive and wouldn't let me do much of anything, so of course being young and all I was rebellious. I started to hang with the wrong crowd, started smoking cigarettes at a young age;which led to smoking marijuana. In 2004 my brother passed away from cancer, which was real tough on me. That led me to smoke marijuana even more, cause I doubted in God. It was hard on the family. A couple years passed and I got into harder drugs. About my junior year I got on cocaine pretty bad. Did it almost every weekend. I started getting more angry with my family, arguing all the time and stealing from them. I regret so much I've done to them. I got into really hard drugs the past year, which I'm not gonna get into that. But I'm (we all are) to have a God who will forgive us no matter what we do. I finally came back to the Lord 2 weeks ago. I've never felt better. Their is no drug that could replace the way I feel now. God has turned my life around 180 degree's. I've found a calling and I wanna be able to do mission work. Go to places where they don't have the chance or capability of learning the gospel. I want you all to know, No matter what you do in your life. God will forgive. Their is no better feeling, I promise. If any of you are in need of anything, or struggling with anything. Just go to your room. Lock your door. Get rid of any distractions. and lay in your bed and cry out to him. He wants to be apart of your life and take away your pain. I hope all you who need anything can get through it. Godbless. Love you all.

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