i feel so pathetic

when i woke up today i was as happy as an average 17 yr old is... but then when i got home from school i got a text with a guy i have been getting very close to lately texts me and makes some lame excuse as to why he cant come down to visit this weekend... i got so pissed off that i started to freak out at him threw text message... its such a stupid thing to get upset about but i was so pissed off i spent all day in my room crying... it was such a pethetic way to deal with being upset it almost makes me mad... i have spent so much time and energy trying to find a nice guy to get to know and every time i do it falls apart a few days later... im starting to think i should just give up on finding someone decent... i dont like being alone but i cant find someone to be with... i hate it

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