i tend to ruine every relationship

i have been know to go out wiht a guy and relize i dont like them at all and when i do relize it i figured out that they are already in love with me i rush things and i have a tendensey to run when somone says they love me..... i dont know what tot do i feel ao bad that i break hearts but i rushed into antother relationship yet again an now i am stuck i am confused yet again and i dont like the guy more then a friend i need help and lots of it.... i never really had my dad there in my life but i cant blame him for my actions i am so scared to open up to people but then i say oh hes cute i want to get to know him then we date for a while then i relize i dont like him and i break up with him this time i have found a good guy and he is very nice there just isnt any connection at all he says he loves me we have only known each other for about two weeks and he says he loves me it scares me i dont want a real relationship i have to graduate and i have to get threw college get a job but i got myself stuck again i cant break his heart i have already broken to many what should i do HELP..... please

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