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Im a 13 yr old femal who just got out of a mental rehabiltation center for a sucide attempt. i'm now out and i wanna attempt sucide again. i have confesed to my family that i was bi. i was disowned by them all. so i turned to the internet where i though ppl apprecaitted me in chat rooms. they would ask for my nude pictures and i would give them that. until one day i was told that i was found on a porn website. Im only 13 isn't that kiddie porn! I also i have been dealing with drug problems too. i would smoke weed, inhale cocaine and meth. also as of lately i have some one stalking me. they would call me and you can hear them masterbating in the background and talking dirty. at the end of it my name is always said. People always tell me find god and he will forgive you but i don't believe in a god so don't pray for me don't tell me to look for god. If god dislikes gay people and bi people then he an kiss my ass. so don't leave comments saying it's wrong just stop hating on us!

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