Rescued (follow up to Sorrow)

Last February my first boyfriend broke up with me. It was the worst experience of my entire life. I felt worthless, unloved, alone, depressed, engulfed in my never ending pain and sorrow. I was swallowed alive by my hurt and couldn't escape, there was no exit, i couldn't see the light. People told me that everyday got better but each day I still cried myself to sleep and would cry when I got up in the morning. I constantly felt empty and hollow and craved for something to fill this void that was tearing me apart from the inside. The month of March came and I was still stuck in my hole of darkness until one day God came into the picture again. Before I had an awesome relationship with God and I realized that God was going to save me from my sorrow. And He did. But I still constantly fell down every single day and God always picked me back up. I still fall every day and He is still picking me up and constantly rescueing me from myself, He is the only reason I made it through all my pain. Without God I don't think I would have gotten as far as I have come. I still fall and feel empty sometimes but some days I don't and i know that it is all because of God that I get to find relief and I thank Him for the days of comfort. I know that my healing is almost complete and now I have to learn to move on from the past and finish what I have started. God has helped me through the entire thing and I praise Him for it.

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