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I'm writing this because I need to get it off my chest.
I'm 21, married, and about to become a father. I'm also a recovering porn addict. I've been clean for 2 years now through the help of my loving wife and my Lord Jesus Christ. In about 1 month, I will be the proud father of a little baby girl. It absolutely petrifies me to think that my sins of the past could affect my precious daughter's life. I know in my heart that God has saved me from the perversion and sexual sin that I once was so embroiled in. I know in my heart that I would never do anything to hurt my little girl, but I am so scared that what has happened to me might happen to her. My wife is also a victim of sexual and emotional abuse and I can't bear to think that anything of the sort would happen to my other precious girl. I've talked with her about it and we've promised each other to protect her, but I'm still so scared. I don't want my little girl to have to deal with my mistakes. Please, pray for a man who wants his family to have the best life possible in spite of what he's done.

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