Looking Back On My Life

How i wish i could turn back time.
About 2 1/2 years ago i struggled with depression badly and i was dragging on day to day. For about a year and a half i was depressed and I felt i wouldn't live for much longer. Well i met a boy at my school and he seemed acsepting of my chubby body and i knew he wasnt the best crowd but i didnt care any more. I figured i was going to kill myself soon anyways. Well i went one day wial i was out of school to his house. Well...There i lost it all i wanted was to feel loved for once. I wish i had seen the future. I went through a large ordeal and got in to therepy. After that i cryed for weeks on what i had done. Then more once i became involved in church. Learning about the Lord made my life meaningful and inportant.
Then I was acsepted in to a big magnet school. I was gaining hope and happyness in life. Many friends at my side and the lord watching over my head. It the end of freshman year i met the most amazing man. It has been a year sence i fell in love with him. Our annaversary is like a whole other baptisum. I was lost and then saved. I am in true love and everyday is a blessing. Him and I have not had sex and we plan to wait till marrage and he knows all my past and fualts and depression.Never think you are alone and will never be loved. Dont make my first mistake and be able to give that special somthing to your husband. Its amazing to be in love.
The only reason why i tell my story is so that other girls out there that feel like life is pointless dont feel that way. Things get better with time i promise. If you want to e-mail me do at AngelWolfDemon28@yahoo.com
Love Is Out There Go Out There And Get It!

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