Watch out Hell.
If you have a steady walk with Christ, you probably already know or should know that if there is a God, there is also the devil. Yes, the devil, we don't like to talk about him too much on sunday mornings. We don't aknowlege him like we do our Savior, but we obviously we must know that he is there, trying his hardest to bring us off of our...
For anyone who has been in the dark.. you can make it out into the light
I know how much people on Heart Support have been struggling with personal problems so I wanted to take this time to tell my story and let people know that, problems are apart of life and you can prevail through the darkness.
My life began in June of 1992. My mother gave birth to twins, my sister and I. We were each others best friends. We...
What means more?
I'm just a 19 year old kid with diabetes trying to live my life. It has had its challenges and has been hard for the past year. I've been homeless for the past year. Staying from place to place, couch to couch, or sleeping in my vehicle is no life for a 19 year old. I'm on my own because I didn't realize that life is hard. I grew up with a...
diserment or leting go.
I spent almost two years with a girl. recently admitted she had cheated and is moving on. its been a month and because of the soul knots I made with her I simply have not been able to move on. Ive cried out for help turned to anything to numb the thoughts of what happened. her current "boyfriend" has been tormenting me with words I cant repeat....
Our path is set. Our love is tested.
I've fallen hard. Good and bad. i lost my self and slowly drifted from where im suppose to be headed. Lost for eleven years God brings an angel into my life but where I can't reach her. I love her with all my heart and I know God brought her to me to bring me back to his grace. Everytime i speak to her i feel closer to my Father. Where miles...
Lose the World, Gain your Soul
I've been thinking recently about what it means to really give everything up for Jesus. To literally drop it all to follow him. Look at Peter for example: Jesus walked up to him randomly one day, told him to drop his nets and follow him. That would take CRAZY faith. Imagine the thoughts that would have instantly gone through his head. How will...
Rise or Die Trying
At some points you find that one thing to help pull yourself up above and beyond your struggles. I myself have found this many of times….but every time it seems to escape me the next time. As a 21 year old I have attempted to end my life atleast 5 times to which I seem to overcome my feelings quickly to only have my pain sweep back in a couple...
Giving Affection
Is it weird that I long to call a girl beautiful, say I love you, and it not be awkward?It seems like such a weird thing to want, but I’ve really wanted be able to give affection rather than receive. I don’t know the word, but I’ve realized how important it is for me to make sure others are happy. Putting myself before others. I’ve been told...
Emotional Roller Coaster
I hate rollercoasters as they are, but emotional rollercoasters are even worse. I want of you not of me Lord. It's becoming overwhelming to not have my heart lead me in a direction and not know where you want me to go. I can't help, but like this specific girl and wish she was the one you wanted me to be with. I've been praying extensively...
I'm fustrated with self. I feel as if i am becoming like Eli from the old testament.
I have been throughout the beginning of this year grown closer to god and had a fire passion to preach God's message, i paroled through streets looking for someone to share the gospel. Suddenly satan was scared of me as he could see he had no control over me. He distorted by discernment of God's voice giving me confusion this made mad, i acted...
You were given this life, because you are strong enough to live it.
Depression, to most people who don't know about it would say this is something mental people go through. People who are not normal, who have "issues." Honestly in my opinion these people who say these things have no idea what they are talking about.
My story started when I was eleven years old. I didn't live in the nicest of towns, fights and...
It comes with the territory
So my name is Andrew and I am 21 years of age.
Now growing up was one of the hardest,if not,the hardest thing I ever had to do.
I went to public school until I hit 8th grade.When I hit 8th grade my family,which consisted of my dad and grandmother saw that I was jus destroying myself with all the crap that is in a public school.
So they sent me...
Finding My Companion
This has been something on my mind for the past week and was hoping if I posted this anywhere else besides Tumblr here would be a good spot to share.
Ever since I’ve come to college I’ve been thinking “maybe God has the girl of my dreams” or “my future wife could be here”, but it’s probably not the case. This is really a lot for me to talk...
Pills in my blood
Im Tylor, Im from a little town in Indiana named Francesville. Im 18 years old, and i grew up in a good christian home and my grandfather is the pastor of my church, im an active musician and it all started in eighth grade when i got hurt in football(shoulder dislocation), in the course of four years i had three different surgeries, and i was...
My Problem with Pain
My story is simply that of personal pain. On a universal scale, my pain measures up to the of a fish in the sea, but I need to express myself and find comfort in some medium.
I have liked a girl for around five years and time after time I was told that the feelings were mutual and that my chance would be given. This girl has some skeletons in...
Worthless. Now Worth Something
My name is jason i stink at grammar and i used to be the biggest piece of crap u could think of not giving a crap about anyone else or even myself . i was about 17 years old when my church youth leader asked me to go see this band pillar yea i know i had no idea who or what it was and id rather go get high under a bridge then go to philly to...
How Long Could it Of Lasted?
How Long Could It Of Lasted?
my story isnt much different from anyone elses that had dealt or is dealing with depression. but my story to connect with god, christ, anything of a higher power. is magicial and means alot. i owe it all to jake lurhs.
starting off in highschool, my life was fine, i had just gotten in, scared stepping through...
Only God is perfect.
My mom told me once that a morning I woke up I ran to her and said "Mama Jesus came in my room last night and gave me a big hug!". I remember seeing an angel in my Nana's room on weekends I would spend the night with her. I've always seemed lonely, but I was never alone.
Growing up was a bit of a ride. I had a bond with my Dad and me and my...
Seeking His Will
At a young age of just 13, I saw so many older kids falling in and out of relationships. I made a purpose in my heart with God to be different. When I fell in love, I wanted it to be a rare thing and something special; something that people look at and say "There different than the rest."
I would pray every night saying, "Jesus, if the person...
Stuck in Grief
In 3 months I lost 6 friends. 1 of those people was my best friend. She had helped me through a lot of family challenges. She was always there for me no matter what time of day it was. She always knew just what to say. At her funeral, I spoke of how her advice was so wise and beyond her years that it was truly a gift. Her death was so tragic...
I Really don't know who i am.
This story is very simple but very hard for me to comprehend. I dont understand why i am the way i am. It started when i was young, didn't lose my parents but they were never there since i was 6. My mother didn't do it on purpose, but im not sure about my father. Now, my mother went into a coma while i was in my 2nd year of school. I had a...
Pills To Prayers
I had a problem with painkillers. I used them to fill the emotional void I now know God fills. At the time, I was a heavy user, and I didn't know how close I was coming to overdosing. Then, I finally found God. My life has been challenging still, but easier to handle.
Answer
Your answer to all your problems? Leave it up to God. He will figure it out through his plan for you, one way or another, sooner or later, in a second or a decade. Give it up to him! We are nothing and he is everything.
Living your life SALVATIONALLY and not Situationally! Think about your creator often, and not what might be stressing or...
What I'm born with
So I am adopted from Russia. I don't know who my parents were but when i turned 17, my adopted parents and I found out that I have Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder or FASD. This happens when a mother drinks during pregnancy. So i have many problems with self control. I have done drugs, stolen too many times to count, been kicked out of my...
Our God Saves
24.10 ABR has a gig in Helsinki. I want that my band members come to watch show and see that christian band can be also hard core. Our guitar player have to help his family move to other house so he canno come. So I need to figure how to use that spare ticket.
My good friend, which is also pastor in one pentecostal church call me ask do I have...
There is never a dead end...
For most of my life I was a happy person. I never let anything bring me down and everyone knew me as that happy kid. That all changed the summer after my junior year of high school.
My father was ill for about 6 years with endocarditis which is a heart condition. He was always depressed because he also had to be on oxygen 24/7 and his legs...
How God found me....
For years i lived in sin, shame, remorse, and depression seeking God and looking for truth. I was desperate to find Him cause i knew that thats all that mattered in life and was afraid of wasting it away. I was a slave to this world and a slave to satan until one day a miracle happened. On July 22, 2011 after returning form a deep sea fishing...
Why Am I Still Here
As a kid i struggled with anger and total non-stop depression at ten years old i tried to end my life but i failed. I never felt wanted. The depression and anger got worse over those next few years. I would start to fight a kid just because it was his first day at school or jus look at me wrong. My heart was filled with bitterness rage...
Why Am I Still Here
As a kid i struggled with anger and total non-stop depression at ten years old i tried to end my life but i failed. I never felt wanted. The depression and anger got worse over those next few years. I would start to fight a kid just because it was his first day at school or jus look at me wrong. My heart was filled with bitterness rage...
What God has done for me.
A lot of people can’t understand why I believe in something so strongly, why I live most of my life with faith. Everyone has their escape; drinking, drugs, partying, sex, money…I have God. Everyone can easily grab a beer or a joint, I just do things differently; I grab my phone, go into my memo pad and read bible verses. I was like most of my...
