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		<lastBuildDate>Sat, 20 Mar 2010 17:58:52 -0500</lastBuildDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - I don't want to wake up</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/idontwanttowakeup.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Hi,  I'm Darren. 17 years old and I stuggle with BDD (Body dysmorphic disorder). I hate myself, I'm tired of always looking at myself in the mirror and thinking negitive things about who I am all the time.    I feel like I have no friends and sometimes I just lay in my bed praying to God that I won't wake up because I don't want to face myself anymore. I hide away fom the world outside and stay ho...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 20 Mar 2010 17:58:52 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Sex - Stories - Looking Back On My Life</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/sexstories/lookingbackonmylife.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[How i wish i could turn back time.  About 2 1/2 years ago i struggled with depression badly and i was dragging on day to day. For about a year and a half i was depressed and I felt i wouldn't live for much longer. Well i met a boy at my school and he seemed acsepting of my chubby body and i knew he wasnt the best crowd but i didnt care any more. I figured i was going to kill myself soon anyways. W...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 18 Mar 2010 13:15:57 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Sex - Stories - Recovering Victim</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/sexstories/recoveringvictim.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I wrote a very disturbing story on this website Decmber 29th 2008. I had written that story about my math teacher who had been molesting me.  After six months my mom had found out.  He was arrested and I was sent to a treatment facility.  He was free for about 6 months.  On October 27th he was sentenced to 18-25 years in state prison.  I was so happy.  I havent self harmed in a long time and I am ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 14 Mar 2010 18:46:08 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Eating Disorders - Stories - I Look Like Crap Everyday</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/eatingdisordersstories/ilooklikecrapeveryday.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I don't know when I develped such horrible eating habits, but this summer I didn't have a job. And all I had to do was lay around. So I gained like, twenty pounds. When you're only 5'5" and already a little chubby, twenty pounds is a SHIT. TON. And now it's like... I know that I look like crap. It's like that feeling you have when you don't take time to plan out what you wear or you don't have tim...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/eatingdisordersstories/ilooklikecrapeveryday.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2010 11:29:22 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - i feel so pathetic</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/ifeelsopathetic.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[when i woke up today i was as happy as an average 17 yr old is... but then when i got home from school i got a text with a guy i have been getting very close to lately texts me and makes some lame excuse as to why he cant come down to visit this weekend... i got so pissed off that i started to freak out at him threw text message... its such a stupid thing to get upset about but i was so pissed off...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/ifeelsopathetic.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2010 19:30:32 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - i need help</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/ineedhelp.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[i don't know about this site, i don't know if anyone will read this, i dont even know why i'm writing this... i suppose i realized i need help, I injure myself on nearly a daily basis. I can't remember a time i didn't do this. I doubt any of you want to read this, i doubt any of you care about my pathetic story, but i'm going to type this up. my only request it that none of you decide you feel sor...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2010 19:30:17 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - Silent Struggle</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/silentstruggle1.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I feel as though I'm a prisoner trapped inside my own body. Stumbling over my frustrations &amp; choking on my thoughts. All I want is to be happy, to fill this void inside of me that leaves me empty &amp; broken. I wonder to myself, why can't I just be like everyone else? Why must I feel this way? I don't find joy in the simple things like I used to. Joy, in any form for that matter, seems like a...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/silentstruggle1.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Wed, 03 Mar 2010 17:42:26 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Eating Disorders - Stories - When will it stop?</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/eatingdisordersstories/whenwillitstop.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[3rd Grade:  Maybe it was because of my extremely curly red hair, my overweight family history...something, but when I entered this new year I became extremely conscientious about my waist line.   When I wore anything, no matter much people could see my figure I sucked it in as long as I could. 4th Grade:  November 11, 2002...loss of my brother due to suicide.  I don't know what to say other than t...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/eatingdisordersstories/whenwillitstop.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2010 22:01:55 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Substances - Stories - Oh Brother.</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/ohbrother.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[So I guess it all started out when my brother was 11 or 12. He always hung out with the druggies and the "out casts"  My mom never really thought anything of it, untill he started getting caught by the cops.  First at age 11 he started smoking cigarretts, Then it was drinking. Mind you, he was only 11 or 12.  When he started to hang out with the wrong crowd..and getting picked up by the policed a ...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/ohbrother.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2010 11:59:08 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - All For Love</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/allforlove.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Well I guess you could say my story began in 7th grade. It was the beginning of my family break up. I grew up in church my whole life. My dad was sorta a respected person in the church, he was over the kids church. I never thought my parents would ever get a divorce. But surely enough they did. I ended up moving in with my dad after awhile. He got a new girlfriend quick, which I think that's the r...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/allforlove.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Sat, 27 Feb 2010 11:43:34 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - i tend to ruine every relationship</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/itendtoruineeveryrelationship.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[i have been know to go out wiht a guy and relize i dont like them at all and when i do relize it i figured out  that they are already in love with me i rush things and i have a tendensey to run when somone says they love me..... i dont know what tot do i feel ao bad that i break hearts but i rushed into antother relationship yet again an now i am stuck i am confused yet again and i dont like the g...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/itendtoruineeveryrelationship.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Wed, 24 Feb 2010 12:20:38 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - Beauty Marks</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/beautymarks.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[At first glance of me it's hard to believe that i am a recovering cutter. I first began cutting during my junior year of high school. I would get in fights with my boyfriend and would use cutting as a way to get his attention. For so long i had it under control and would only use it when i needed that attention from him. I always thought that I would be strong enough to keep control of it. Before ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 24 Feb 2010 12:17:06 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Substances - Stories - Falling</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/falling.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[i've been falling into this huge hole lately and everytime i try to get out i keep falling deeper into it so that it seems impossible...  last november, i lost the love of my life. somone who i thought was always going to be there for me but left..  i gave my all to him and left everything behind for him. He was the first person i ever gave my body to and now i feel empty.  some days are better an...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/falling.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Feb 2010 10:25:43 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - Well im not really sure when you read it you give it your own title!</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/wellimnotreallysurewhenyoureadityougiveityourowntitle.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Well im currently 19 fixing to be 20 in august of this year.Im a cutter and not your bullshit attention seeking cutting emo chick.. I have been cutting sense i was 11 or 12 years Old. I was from the age of 7 intill 11 or 12 on a constant basic then viloated and molested intill 15 on a random basis. Cutting is my drug it is my best friend but also my worst enemy.. one day after some shit went down ...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/wellimnotreallysurewhenyoureadityougiveityourowntitle.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Feb 2010 10:25:32 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - WTF is wrong with me?</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/wtfiswrongwithme.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[As my age says im 13 (14 on the 19th of Feb) and ive been through ALOT of crap.   -i was sexually harassed by my step-father for 2 1/2 yrs -i struggle with self-harm -beliema/makes self throw up(dont noe how to spell it) -family issues -relationship probs/afraid of commitment -drugs -drinking -i haf trust issues -etc.  I just dont noe what to do anymore; i tried the Hope Hotline, but i dont noe if...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/wtfiswrongwithme.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Thu, 11 Feb 2010 08:03:01 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - The life i hate</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/thelifeihatelscripttype.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Recently I've been going threw depression and cutting. I hate my life i live i dissapoint my parents on the daily to get their attention, i get phone calls from school for starting a fight or yelling at teachers and getting brought home by cops. I think this is the only way my parents care for me. When i was 8 i was rapped by someone and to this day my parents don't know about it. After that i was...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/thelifeihatelscripttype.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Thu, 11 Feb 2010 08:02:51 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Other - Stories - Somehow Saved.</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/somehowsaved.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I was 14 years old when I tried to commit suicide. I saw no point in living a life that was filled with pain and saddness. All of my friends at school had no idea about the depression I was in; to them I was still the hyper anoying girl that loved being the center of attention. That was just a show, something I thought would make other people happy. No one knew that there was something wrong. To b...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/other/somehowsaved.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Tue, 09 Feb 2010 12:10:23 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Sex - Stories - she needs help.</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/sexstories/sheneedshelp.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[My younger sister was raped this past school year. She is a freshman and I am a junior. She was raped by a guy in my grade. Although this happened in November, my family and I have just now discovered the truth in January. It breaks my heart to see her so upset. She wants to handle it by herself, but she can't. My mom has even been through the same thing, but my sister won't let her help. I know s...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 02 Feb 2010 09:07:52 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Substances - Stories - Everyone's doing it</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/everyonesdoingit.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[my friends were bored one day, so we decided to throw a little party. the party started out small but a lot of people showed up and it got out of control. every weekend after that we had parties, so we wouldnt be bored, and even though i dont like the way alcohol makes me feel i keep drinking. i drink to fit in. i am so self conscious that i get drunk with my friends just so they will like me. my ...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/everyonesdoingit.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Feb 2010 10:59:25 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Eating Disorders - Stories - I can't stop..</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/eatingdisordersstories/icantstop.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I have been bulimic since I was 15 years old. I have been hospitalized because of it and I cant talk to anyone about it because i know they will judge me. Sometimes I get so sick and I start convulsing. Its very scary and i wish I could stop. When you have this image in your head that youre not  good enough its hard to stop trying to make yourself good enough.. my friend told me about this site an...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/eatingdisordersstories/icantstop.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Feb 2010 10:56:33 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Substances - Stories - Who I was a scared hurt teenage girl</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/whoiwasascaredhurtteenagegirl.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[15 years old. It all came down to one thing. I was scared and lost. My parents divorced twice my little sister passed away. My mom not totally in the picture and me not getting along with my father. I was struggling in school. I was losing a guy who really meant a lot to me. I knew people who were doing so why couldn't I? I started by using a sharp pencil but it wasn't enough. I needed more. I did...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/whoiwasascaredhurtteenagegirl.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Sun, 31 Jan 2010 17:11:54 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Substances - Stories - Forever A Cutter</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/foreveracutter.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Someone once told me I cut so I will always remember. I cut to forget and forgive.  I don't cut myself for your approval. I don't cut myself fro your attention. I do cut myself for satisfaction. The Satisfaction of knowing that it is I who hold the power. I who put this blade to my skin. I who controls, how deep how much how far I will go. When the blade splits my skin i get this overwhelming rush...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/foreveracutter.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Tue, 26 Jan 2010 21:49:48 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Substances - Stories - ive lost my hero</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/ivelostmyhero.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[ever since i was a child, ive had it somewhat rough. when i was a baby to four years old, my brother and i was abused by my real father. then dcfs came in and things happened to get him away from us all. well then my mother met who is now my step father, who was a cop at the time. and i still had visitations with my father and when the abuse kept coming, we cut all ties with him and he kept the ch...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/substancesstories/ivelostmyhero.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Tue, 26 Jan 2010 10:27:37 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Sex - Stories - I just need to know someone is listening...</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/sexstories/ijustneedtoknowsomeoneislistening.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I just need to get this all out...  At fourteen i had been completely innocent. I had been sheltered as the youth ministers daughter and thats what everyone expected of me. perfection. I thought all the sexual abuse stories were not like they seemed and i thought tha it would never happen to me... but boy was i wrong...  Fall of my junior year... my best friend (who was actually my ex) and i were ...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/sexstories/ijustneedtoknowsomeoneislistening.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Sun, 24 Jan 2010 19:36:30 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Sex - Stories - Lessons Learned...</title>
		<link>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/sexstories/lessonslearned.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I'm not writing to specifically encourage or offer advice. I want to share the deeper reasons of what led me to self-injury. Once I understood the roots it became easier for me to stop. I only hope that this gives others insight into their own actions.  Cutting is interesting. Actually, all self-injury activities are interesting. They are a realm of sickness that I could not have begun to understa...]]></description>
		<guid>http://www.heartsupport.com/blogs/sexstories/lessonslearned.html</guid>
		<pubDate>Fri, 22 Jan 2010 20:51:42 -0500</pubDate>
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